22 year-old female from San Diego, California I'm Jen. I'm twenty one years young. I am single and content. I go to college. I go to work. I sing and I act. I am my own person. I have an addiction to communication. I love photos. My real life brother is FadingLight. My best friend is RileyDexter. I'm an actress. I'm spending my time trying to figure out my life. I'm really nice. I accept some random friend requests. There is a lot more to me than you think.
Round two. I put on my brave little face. But inside I am shaking. I feel more vulnerable than ever before. I have you every bit of me. Let my guard down every time. You did something to me I didn't understand. Now I'm left here in such awe. My body feels half tortured, half numb. How could you have so much power. You made me feel like I was alive. You gave me feelings I've never felt before. You were everything I wanted. I wished I could mean everything to you. There's nothing left to try anymore. If I continue to plau this game. I surely will not survive much longer. I wanted to believe things could change. I couldn't understand why they wouldn't. Don't tell me how amazing I am. It's not fait of you to say such things. Stop feeding me all your lines. Shut your mouth and swallow your lies. I have endures this pain once before. I'm strong enough to do it again. Don't you worry, I will move on just fine. Step away and watch me forget you. In the end you'll be the lonely one. I never wanted it to be like this. You turned yourself into my best friend. Someone I thgouth would always be there. I don't want to be angry with you. But I don't know how else I should be. It's time I put this pencil down. Push the thoughts I have of you away. And move on without you.
I got back together with my ex. He dumped me again. My mistake.