The End Has Become My Beginning
I haven't been on this site in quite sometime due to some major changes in my life .I once read that you are where you are today because of the choices that you made and now you have gotten exactly what is supposed to happen.. I must say that's certainly a true statement. I finalized my divorce over the christmas holidays i signed the final papers the night of my office christmas party at a local club . I then got so piss drunk and stoned with my boss that two bouncers had to carry me out and call a cab for me thank god someone stole my jacket with my truck keys in it or I would have tried to drive home. I got my jacket back a few days later thank god it was a mistaken jacket inci...

The End Has Become My Beginning
I haven't been on this site in quite sometime due to some major changes in my life .I once read that you are where you are today because of the choices that you made and now you have gotten exactly what is supposed to happen.. I must say that's certainly a true statement. I finalized my divorce over the christmas holidays i signed the final papers the night of my office christmas party at a local club . I then got so piss drunk and stoned with my boss that two bouncers had to carry me out and call a cab for me thank god someone stole my jacket with my truck keys in it or I would have tried to drive home. I got my jacket back a few days later thank god it was a mistaken jacket incident lol . Being single again is a true expereince but thanks to a good gene pool on my Wmoms side and younger women who like older men I'm having a great time out there . Ya it's lonely and I'm starting over in a lot of areas of my life but I'd rather this than stand still and wait to die. Thats what the last fourteen years of my life felt like . I'm thankful for my son Justin which is the best thing I got out of my marriage . I tried to make things work and I always praised her here on this forum but things just didn't work out and like anything else in life there are never any gurantees. People say to me I'm so sorry to hear about your divorce .Don't be I'm getting a chance to do things differently perhaps find the right person that I can share whats left of my sordid life. At any rate I'm taking each day at a time to enjoy who I am and what life is really all about . I don't have to leave the toilet seat down , clean up my room . or eat at any specified time. W.C. Fields once said marriage is an institution and I dont want to live the rest of my life in an institution . LOL . As always NInja saying be happy respect one another .love who ever your with cause there are no gurantees in life .only baggage best you can do is find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack.