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//this is done for me only, read if you wish but I'm not asking, looking or caring of you do// I feel like I have nothing to live for, I'm not going to kill myself so don't suggest it because your wasting your own time, I'm not a idiot I do frequent the Internet and know the common responses. I have been playing around with the idea of just working through the depression I have been afflicted with since September; for which I was on anti depressant medication until December, hoping that it will all just work its self out. If after this academic year passes and I feel absolutely no different I have narrowed my options down to two, I either carry on doing exactly the same as before hoping that it will get better or I empty out my savings (read: get a fuck load of money) and fuck off somewhere to another country and just get a simple job working in some sort Small village or something. I still have about 6 months till I end this year so hopefully it can get sorted and then it's all moot. I'm exercising more, I can at least try to get a better self image but I'm not expecting anything because it would be all superficial anyway. This is out there because I just need to get it out and I am not talking about it to my friends of family. |
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