The Big Year
I don't feel like anything too important happened to me this year, but I can tell next year is going to be big. Brenda and I have talked about moving, I've had my eye on the job market further north, I've been studying to get a Cisco certification to help with getting hired for a new job, at my current job I feel like I've been moving up the ladder (though with nothing to show for it tangibly or financially), if we move Brenda would transfer to a new store, and if all these things fall into place then maybe we'll start to have kids. So, it could be a big year. I need to keep pushing myself to quit being lazy. I did the same way through high school and I laughed about it. I knew I could do better than I was if I applied myself, I just never did because why should I if I can get by without it? I've been "getting by" the same way in the real world. It's times like these when I realize I am an adult and that doesn't just mean that I can stay up as late as I want and only eat sugary cereals for breakfast. If I'm going to eat those cereals I'm only going to do so when they're on sale or if they're the no-name brand. If I stay up until 2 am I'm probably going to end up being late for work. I can get through an entire day at work without actually doing any work, but how is that an accomplishment? I have literally accomplished nothing by doing that. Time to put on my bog boy pants and start doing this "applying myself" thing that I've always claimed that I can do, but have never bothered to. Ironically, I am writing this at work when I do have things to do... but really the only reason I wrote this was to get "COCKZILLA" off my front page |
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