Happy...
So I know, it may have seemed like I was in the best relationship with Jack. Well, there are always those things that are covered up. The facts get hidden. I've actually been quite unhappy for a while now. I tried asking to have things fixed, but it never happened. I tried, just not caring, and just telling myself that those little things weren't anything. It broke me down. I complained to people everyday, they wondered why I was doing this to myself, just...why I didn't talk to him. Maybe there could have been a little room to let him know everything, but I just really felt like ending it was the right thing to do. I was scared, because I really do love him. With all my heart (well besides the parts for Jesus, which is most of it...but you get me). But, I felt like nothing was going to change. Even if I had tried to talk it out a little more. So, now... I AM SO HAPPY! Today I went to work, looked forward to doing what ever they needed me to do. I just was talkative, stoked on life, tired but still alert... Even my co-worker was like "Wow, you are really happy today. This is awesome!" He told me I had better come to work tomorrow the same way, which...I totally will be! Serious Goals for the future: -Get a Car and my License. -New Job at the latest by June Yeah, I'm gunna go now. :D |
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