This is a weird entry.
I'm dumb and decided to read about the recovery time for this stupid hip surgery I get the pleasure of having. Anyways, stumble upon forums where everyone is still complaining that they can't walk after a year. Freaking. myself. the. eff. out. Then I started thinking about how the surgeon is going to see things he shouldn't, and there's nothing I can do about it. And I'm not talking about my naked body, but my big dumb scars right where the incisions are supposed to go from when I was young and stupid. It's embarrassing. Meanwhile, an infomercial is playing for the Little Giant Ladder in the background. --- The other night I had a dream that a doctor cut open my stomach and left my guts spill out. |
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