I dont understand why. Well yesterday i just found out that my grandfather has both liver and prostate cancer. The doctors gave him 7-8 months. I didn't even think that this was how he was going to go. I try to believe that its not true but then reality just returns but i think that he had a good run and i guess that his time was meant to come eventually. So for the next few months I am going to call and check up on him to see how he is doing.