tick tock Sometimes you have to hit bottom but it is up to you to keep driving up on the rocks. I haven't written anything in a while because truthfully I have lost myself to the point of no return. I use to have passion now it's tainted by the overwhelming sleep debt I will not be able to repay. Something happened to me and it ended with a fiasco of a situation now I'm trying to pick myself up. Holy shit reading my past entries I haven't been well in a long time well now I'm hoping everything works out. Sometimes when the door slams shut... Trying to pry it open makes no sense especially when it has a dead lock on it. Well here's for another vague post... Don't join the military go to college and open a buisness then take the money and live like a king in a foreign country just... Don't drink the water... You know what I mean... OK bye.