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Reborn
Well, where do I start. Be prepared. Because this will be a long journal. Here we go.
Austin: The truth behind the name
Where do I start. I'm going to explain my life in the past 3 weeks thouroughly(sp?). I was in a suicidal state of depression. Going insane. Losing all the stops. Jumping from one state of mind, one thought, to another. After my almost unbearable breakup with Cece. I was losing my mind. Slowly taking the agony in. Like a poison in a needle, slowly killing me inside. Ripping me, inside and out. I was (sic). I was lost, without God, without hope, without anyone. At this point i was so low in my mind, any kind of of reconnection with God, such as church. I would accept. The day of my breakup, I went next door to a old friend of mine's house. To get some sort of comfort from my insanity. He helped me a lot, telling me that I need to pray, and reconnect with God. He then invited me to a Bible Study in a town called Sunnyvale right by where I live. It would just be around 20 of us, in someone's house. Praising the lord, eating, playing games, and just hanging out. I thought, "Why not?", and accepted the offer. I went the following Wendesday to it. It was the most fun I have ever had in my entire life. Jusat hanging out, with 20 guys and girls, all between 14 and 18. All in high school. We ate pizza, played games, and then praised and worshiped. It was awesome. The following Thursday. I changed. I sat down with my bible. Alone time. Thinking. Going down this suicidal state of mind will never end, and when it does. I will more than likely go to hell. I then. Changed. My entire world was flipped. I accepted Christ. I knew what I had to do. I wanted to believe. In God, Jesus, Christ. I accpeted Christ into my heart and into my life. And that was it. I was reborn. Now, one week later. And another Bible Study session later. I told everyone, my decision, my change. Everyone was so proud. Including my mother. As I am now reborn. I will continue to believe. I will praise, believe, and follow. I will be a follow of god. A believer.
Relationships
After Cece and I broke up I felt like. I would never be whole again. In that same suicidal state of mind as stated above. At the Bible Study stated above. I met this one girl. Payton. She is the cutest girl I have ever seen. Like an angel, she is a christian girl. One who has morals. Exactly what I want and need. Me and her are good friends at the moment. Talking and saying "Hey, what's up?" and such to each other constantly. She is awesome. I could imagine myself with her so easily. Here are some pictures of her.
On the left:
Right now I have a huge crush on her. I am going to ask her out soon. Wish me luck.
School
Is a pain. But, effing awesome. I am a freshman. It owns. Seniors don't pick on us, which is a good thing. Here is my class schedule. The system is that I have 4 classes a day. Each 1 hour and 45 minutes long. "A" classes are one day. "B" classes are the other 4 classes the next day. So they alternate. And so forth. Here they are.
1A: Health Science/ PE (Health Science S1/ PE S2) ("S" stands for semester.)
2A: Geometry (Yes, I know I'm in 9th grade and taking Geometry, I'm smart. :P)
3A: Theatre 1 (My favorite class.)
4A: Spanish 2 (Took Spanish 1 in 8th Grade.)
1B: BCIS (Business Computer Information Systems. It's a required course here.)
2B: English 1
3B: World Geography
4B: Pre AP Biology (Smart people's Biology. :P)
There's my schedule for ya. High school is soooo much more fun than Middle school. Guaranteed.
Changes
I am going to be adding my stats and a daily bible verse to each of my journals from now on. Also, a cool sig that I made recently.
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God bless you all.
Austin
Psalm 43:5
Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.
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