In desperate need of help... I don't know why I get like this, but I don't like it! I'm feeling completely worthless. I don't see why I should even try to not feel like this because nothing I do ever turns out right. I have never succeeded at anything. I'm 20 years old and I still can't do anything on my own. I can't even call to make my own appointments with my therapist. I'm failing out of community college despite being told how smart I am my entire life. You may ask where my family is in all of this. Good question. My mom thinks the best way to deal with me is to just yell at me and tell me how worthless I am for feeling like this. My dad is absolutely no help because he just wants to tell me how much better I have it than he did as a kid. Yes, I know I have things damn well. I should have on problems. That's what makes me feel worse. There is no reason for me to be so miserable when I have a good life. I just don't know what to do anymore. It seems like no one can help me. Oh and best of all, I recently learned my parents expect me to pay for the medical bills from my hospitalizations. The ones for me going crazy and not being able to handle things. That helps so much. I'm never going to be able to function in society, how am I going to pay those bills? I'm so sick of this...
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