I'm (Probably) Not Dead.
I cannot guarantee that my journal title is 100% accurate. Anyway, it's 1 o'clock in the morning and I randomly decided to sign into RvB, after not doing so in...probably close to a year now. I can't think of anything worthwhile to say here. I'm probably not even on anyone's watchlist anymore. If I remember correctly, the reason I was decently popular on this website was because of my 3d work, and Halo 3d "fanart". So, here's some of that:   These are pretty old..I don't do too much 3d stuff anymore, which..I think is sad. I kinda just ditched my dream, and got lazy. I'm waiting for that one opportunity where I'm needed, or one moment where I get super inspired to just sit and model something. That has not happened in a long time. The sniper rifle was done because I love the design of the Halo sniper rifles. The tank model was done because I had to do it for reasons I cannot say. I had a lot of fun doing both, but I can't seem to get inspiration to just sit and do anything anymore. My problem with 3d modeling is this: I love doing it. People say that I'm good at it. But I cannot bring myself to model something, just for the hell of it. Too much work goes into it for it to just sit there, unused. If I had a job doing this, or if I was part of some project I was genuinely interested in, I would happily model 24/7. But this is never the case. None of my project ideas ever actually come to fruition. They're always just ideas. And when I do have a great idea for something, it's always lost because of lack of willpower, knowledge, or(in most cases), support from friends. If I had an actual group to start a project with, that was completely dedicated to actually accomplishing something....it would be an amazingly great start to getting me back into doing things I once loved. |
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