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I can't quite seem to remember how to do anything on this site. Still alive and kicking, more or less. Been doing some deep thinking and understand what drew me in to using my profile here in the first place.

I used to feel bad for making my few friends/followers on this site read about my boring sometimes miserable life. Recently I've come to understand that it was a way for me to sort out my thoughts, to vent about the frustrations in my life, on the rare occasion even to brag about a success. For a short time in life when my close friends were away I found replacements in the online world of rooster teeth, some of which I know I couldn't have made it without.

As I lay here in...

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I can't quite seem to remember how to do anything on this site. Still alive and kicking, more or less. Been doing some deep thinking and understand what drew me in to using my profile here in the first place.

I used to feel bad for making my few friends/followers on this site read about my boring sometimes miserable life. Recently I've come to understand that it was a way for me to sort out my thoughts, to vent about the frustrations in my life, on the rare occasion even to brag about a success. For a short time in life when my close friends were away I found replacements in the online world of rooster teeth, some of which I know I couldn't have made it without.

As I lay here in bed, my wife long since asleep next to me, I realize that my life is way out of my control. I don't know who I am anymore. The hobbies and pastimes that used to define me all seem to be left in the past. Friends and family that I used to surround myself with have all but given up on getting to spend time with me. I've lost any free time I ever had and I'm so depressed lately that I just don't care anymore.

So I've returned to a place that helped me through the rough times before in the hopes that I can find some sort of escape. Somewhere I can speak my mind without fear of reprimand, where I can once again vent my anger at life.

I'll apologize now to the very few active people on my friend list. I'm sure you don't care anymore about an online friend from years past, I hope I don't annoy you too much.